It is getting colder everyday although we could still see the sun .

The phone in my office starts to ring sometimes which means these clients I have been trying to connect finally realize that LJ does exist.And I get the chance to visit some of them in person, Tao helps me  a lot , well he is professional and experienced.,some words came out from his month just becomed more believable.

I wish I could say that I am really working hard last two monthes,but it did not make any profit to company, maybe that was another test on my patient and I never know how long this could take .

At the end of 2008,I can still remember that almost 100 days of doing nothing but sleep, lock myself in bedroom and was afraid of being called by anyone.

Time is fair to everybody.

things happened, people changed.,When I was concern about if the birthday card fit the stuipd envelope ,Some has already got the fund from government which helps to begin an undertaking . some find the perfect job and having fun when he staring at the monitor to see the price of beans. Some did great in bank, some looks much more like a teacher. And I used to be part of them , confidence, full of hope and dreams,  knowing  where should go and what should be done.

Anyway,the good thing is , I survived . Guess I would have to rejoin the world as the best I could .

I am LJ, represent the same guy Yoyo, Ross and Dany ,to all of you who ever cared ,the best wishes